Happy Birthday to ME!!

Wooo... It’s actually one month later since my last post.

And today is my birthday! =)

Happy birthday to me!

I wanna thank those people for their well wishes etc.

I think as a person gets older, birthdays are really like routines, just that you get it every year~ and time has changed, no longer making the big –woo-ha for birthdays, having the hassle of like preparing stuffs, going for chalets etc.

I did that for my 21^st birthday and I guess its enough.

But of coz I won’t mind going dinner with close friends or having a chill out session. It actually serves as a purpose to catch up with everyone too.

Been awhile since we all updated each other with stuffs.

And yes, I will be having dinner with my 7gals tml~ it’s actually a mini celebration for the sept and oct babies.

You know it’s really hard to organize something hoping to make sure that everyone can make it. It’s just so difficult to accommodate la~ haha~

But lucky that all will be coming except aik san. Doubt she can make it too. We get very used to it liao~

Will be meeting my beloved classmates tml after my dinner for some drinks, we need to discuss on our selection of modules too! Haha!\

But of coz it’s actually a gathering for us before school starts man!!

Then having another round of dinner on Friday with my 4gals, been a while since I saw them too! Miss them loads too!

And yes, sis nat getting married soon! =)) The first to get married in our group! All the best sis!

Oh ya, a little update on my birthday, bf bought me to four seasons hotel to have dinner on Monday, had an advance birthday dinner as he needs to work on the other days.

Dinner and service is good but its freaking ex la! But I still appreciate the fact he brought me there. =)

And we went to meet his friends for some drinks after dinner, and it turned out to be a surprise for me as they already plan to celebrate my birthday for me without mi knowing anything!

They bought me a cake! And its so sweet of them!

No wonder they were all so fishy that night. Keep asking mi to go out etc.

Then went to LE BAR to find my sis bel la! She is freaking drunk ok!

And yes, had some unhappiness that night too which I dun wanna mention here!

Glad everything is over. But I am trying to get over it though its only over on the surface but not the inside.

Will upload pics later ba~ lazy to ‘steal’ from fb! Haha!

Will be back to update more later! Gonna get some rest!

  I’m back again!

Many pics to upload man!

Went ktv-ing with sis jac few weeks back.. it has been a long time since I enter kbox man! Lol!

 Had some crazy poses la!!! Bth her!!!

Went to ah yao’s big day @ YCK too, finally gonna be a daddy soon! Met up with so many people that night! Suddenly miss waiting bar a lot! =) come to think of it, it has been like 3 years plus since I stopped working there le. Time flies man!

Still remember we chiong every night after work, not going to school etc. LOL~

Had lots of fun la! But now things are different, everyone got a day job, leading different lives le! But it’ll still be something memorable, at least to me.

Just got home not too long from work, had a long and tiring day!

I blame myself for being so blur today, I forgot that my uniform is in sk and my work is in cck, I took a cab to sk then to bp then to cck. Imagine how much is my cab fare man!

There goes my pay for today!

Bought some groceries back just now too, feel like auntie now man! But it’s always different when you are staying in other people’s house. But I guess in a way, I learn to be independent.

I used to depend on my mum a lot but now totally different!

And yes, I am so bored now! Alone at home doing nothing! Pathetic right? Its national day and tomorrow is a public holiday!!!!!!!! Bf is in camp! He is having his reservist! But he kinda slack la, only do his guard duty for few hours then sleep if not eat. Lol

Oh ya, I went to back to my ex shipping firm to work part time! Tmd! My holidays are ending and yet I have so many job assignments on hand!

I mean of coz in a way its good for me la, but they should have all call mi earlier ma!!!

I have been like sort of slacking for 2 months plus le!

Can someone save me from my boredom?

K la…. Enjoy the pics!!

got some pics damn long liaoz... but never have the chance to post..

in sabai sabai~!

ah yao's wedding~!

with sis jac @ kbox~!

Alright, been very lazy and tired to blog too.

I’m in my mum’s place! Hehe! Came back here to pass her some stuffs! And her coffee from Vietnam!!!

Anyway I just came back from Vietnam and Malaysia. Keke!

Ok, the trip to Vietnam was really a last min trip, we were deciding whether Shenzhen or other places, then in the end, we chose Vietnam coz cheaper and we have not been there too plus he only can take few days of leave.

Ermmm, Vietnam not for me ba. The life there is like Thailand, but Vietnam is worst. And I guess it’s not for shopaholics because the stuffs and clothing really not for us la. But if you are going for some handmade art and craft, they have many!

But I must say the food is nice though its kinda unhygienic la, coz it’s situated at the roadsides.

And yes,the traffic sucks!!!! The motorbikes like free de, road congested with bikes, and they ride like no govt de. Lol! The installation of the traffic lights seems to be for show only. They don’t even bother if it’s red or green! Haha! I won’t say all but majority of them!

Abit scary lo, but must really be careful of your bag while crossing the road coz they will just snatch your bag.

I went to their disco too, happening la, but songs alright only la. but you can see many people shaking their head! Coz popping ecstasy is a common thing to do, and I heard there’s this particular district, people sell drugs, like heroine freely. Even if you get caught, just have to bribe the police! In fact, its like no money no talk lo!

Anyway I never really enjoy or spend too la, except that I went to do my eyelash extension, it costs 35 bucks! And I went for massage and hair cut too!

The massage is good but painful la! The massage lady is one small built but then her skills damn power la, power till my back blue black ok!

Lol!

I didn’t take any pictures this time round because I left my damn camera at home! I charged but forgot to bring along!!!!!!! ARGHHHH!!!

But anyway nothing much to take too la!

Talking about the Malaysia trip, it’s actually like a half day tour to temples and food lo!

So can you imagine, after we come back from Vietnam, slept a few hours and off we set to Malaysia!

And yes, I moved house le. I no longer stay at my dad’s place le, they sold their house too. And will be temporary moving to common wealth.

As for me, I am currently staying at bf’s place.

It’s god damn tiring to move things up and down ok. I have moved my entire stuffs to his place, bought a new wardrobe too! Hehe! But his room is very messy still. Too tired and lazy to pack la!

Anyway I hate moving hse!!! The first time was from sk to bedok. Then now from bedok to bukit panjang.

And I just realized I really have many stuffs man! Keke!

And thanks sis jac for helping me to unpack my stuffs, without u, I will sure breakdown de!

Will be going sentosa tml man! Dun worry la sis, won’t put u aeroplane de! Hahahaha!!!!

Actually I have many to blog, but I suddenly forgot what I wanna say leh!

Nvm! Stay tune for more!

Mi going out le! =)

Erm… been awhile since I blog too.

Well.. many things happened in my life and it totally sucks to the max!

I know my good friends have been advising me and I know you all wanna mi well too, I have been a bloody fool for so long and I am always the last to know.

But what to do? I really don’t know!

 I’m like totally lost man!

No one in the right mind will accept what he says. Neither do I.

In fact, we all know what’s right and wrong, but sometimes human beings are some funny creatures, they simply do the opposite though they know the consequences.

Probably, like me, I do not know why I’m holding on too, and I’m really very very tired.

Tired of being have to bear all thoughts and cry to myself.

Everyone has their limits; don’t push my limits too far. Because I will not be able to take it and will eventually breakdown soon.

Coz I am not a superwoman, I’m only a human being who has feelings too, I only yearn to have someone to give mi the security and assurance. But too bad, you are being unsure of yourself too and that left me hanging with no aim.

Below suits me..

We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting so deep,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, but it's making me weak...
I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down,
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...

I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you...
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you...
But when you get there, you just tell me you're not hungry at all,
you said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk...
You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed,
I'm convinced I know the problem, you don't love me the same...
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, still I can't help but care!!!

Look into the corners of your mind,
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times,
but I can't be the superwoman that you want me to be!!
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me!!
I'm not your superwoman!!!!

This song truly suits me man!

Anyway I wanna thank to those who have stood by me whenever I needed someone~ =)

I know I am not alone!

Alright. Back for some updates.

Went to watch transformers yesterday night, not too bad la. But everyone has been commenting that its super nice etc. but I find it so so only la.

Have been watching quite a number of movies recently, but many were from the internet, and I finally watched my confessions of shopalcoholic, not bad la.

Before I go…

I may seem to be happy on the outside but am I really happy inside?

HOHO..

Exams are over man! will be having 3 months of holidays!!

right straight after exams, went back to rest then party the next day with my classmates! lol! we actually went back to the ulu pub! one thing i like about that place is that, its not so crowded and thus lesser ppl singing! lol!

and most of all, its not ex as compared to other pubs!

then went sabai sabai on sat to celebrate my mum's bd! thanks to simon that i have the sofa seats man! it was my first time there after so long! lol! actually not very fun la, the songs not very nice..only minority is nice. but i must say the singer is power la!

i guess tt place more for guys la, the thai girls mostly gt standard one la! lol!

and yes, one thing i must comment is that their dance all gt standard de, unlike other thai discos, its like they are very cordinated la, so it made the whole performance nice lo. lol

and yes, lucky still got abit of assignments here and there, if not i confirm very broke man!

oh ya, gonna organise a chalet soon, a mini gathering with my classmates! hehe! very ma fun to organise leh, coz not all can make it at that specific date but i am not going to care, i will book like mid coz most of them can make it during mid june! hahaha!!

so those cannot make it then too bad la!

will upload the pics soon! its with miss jac!

oh ya! met up with rebecca too, after so long! she very busy with her baby leh! lol! but of coz still pretty mummy la! = )

will be back soon! going for training soon! tataz!!