Erm… been awhile since I blog too. Well.. many things happened in my life and it totally sucks to the max! I know my good friends have been advising me and I know you all wanna mi well too, I have been a bloody fool for so long and I am always the last to know. But what to do? I really don’t know! I’m like totally lost man! No one in the right mind will accept what he says. Neither do I. In fact, we all know what’s right and wrong, but sometimes human beings are some funny creatures, they simply do the opposite though they know the consequences. Probably, like me, I do not know why I’m holding on too, and I’m really very very tired. Tired of being have to bear all thoughts and cry to myself. Everyone has their limits; don’t push my limits too far. Because I will not be able to take it and will eventually breakdown soon. Coz I am not a superwoman, I’m only a human being who has feelings too, I only yearn to have someone to give mi the security and assurance. But too bad, you are being unsure of yourself too and that left me hanging with no aim. Below suits me.. We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting so deep, I've got my pride, I will not cry, but it's making me weak... I'm not your superwoman... I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down, and think that everything is okay... Boy I am only human... This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me... I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you... I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you... But when you get there, you just tell me you're not hungry at all, you said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk... You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed, I'm convinced I know the problem, you don't love me the same... You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair, I've got my pride, I will not cry, still I can't help but care!!! Look into the corners of your mind, I'll always be there for you through good and bad times, but I can't be the superwoman that you want me to be!! I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me!! I'm not your superwoman!!!! This song truly suits me man! Anyway I wanna thank to those who have stood by me whenever I needed someone~ =) I know I am not alone! Alright. Back for some updates. Went to watch transformers yesterday night, not too bad la. But everyone has been commenting that its super nice etc. but I find it so so only la. Have been watching quite a number of movies recently, but many were from the internet, and I finally watched my confessions of shopalcoholic, not bad la. Before I go… I may seem to be happy on the outside but am I really happy inside? |